Pathetic Feeling Over You

you know what,
I'm holding on this feeling over you... I'm still....
even it's so hard for me to go through it,
but no one could ever change this
cause it's really true come out from the deepest of my heart.

I've never been like this before,
this space between us is like a border line to separate you and me.
I cant stop the time. Time's just keep running and it's too fast for me.
It's been a month, but It's like I just knew you in a second yesterday.
And just so I realize nothing's last forever (cause I feel I lose you).

If I could turn back time, I would have never wasted those times. But it's late now.
If I could say what I wanna say, I would have said 'ILY' outloud!!!

But as time goes on, the reality comes right away in front of my eyes. And I have no idea of how to face this truth. The only option I have is to back off of this. I've given up.

My faith leads me to go away from you.
yes, far away from you.

I wanted to know what makes it all turn to be like this?!
but I dont know either, cause none of things could explain me.
It might be from ourselves, both of us made it to be so ( I think )

I know these words doesn't really matter for you, doesnt mean a thing for you...
but I wish you know that it all matters to me anyway...
wish you know it someday.

Dedicated for : B

Those words I wrote its been long time ago, but I still like it, it reminds me that I have ever known you 'B'
~this is just for fun~ lol