Me - I will fly

And I see your face there when I close my eyes. And time can't erase the way I feel inside. I still remember all we shared, how much I wish you knew that I... miss you.

I miss you♥

I just dont know how to say this feeling to you.
Perhaps through this video I could represent it.
Whenever you visit my blog, and you watch this, but please dont notice my voice or my guitar playing (cuz I know it sucks!) , wish you to listen up the lyrics, then you'll know what I mean and how much I MISS YOU. I really do !

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Having A Tattoo

today I was goin hangout with my junior high friends.
They're coming back to our hometown on this holiday.
Met old friends, it'd always give a such GREAT feeling!

wow my guys , They were ROCK!!!!!

We're goin to Kerandangan Beach, and did some silly things there. haha
like this one :
I'm now having a tattoo on my left back.
LOVE IT!

check this out!
nice, isnt it?!

With Junior High Fellas

hey, I'm not gonna write so much for tonight.
I have to go to bed earlier than before because tomorrow's gonna be so much fun with my fellas.
just need to safe energy for tomorrow.

they are my friends when I was still in junior high.

we're stilll being good friend till now, and will be forever I guess.haha
I love them. Even we're not together anymore, but when we have a time, we'll try to catch that time to gather again just for having fun or share stories or going hangout somewhere or whatever, the point is we're gathering! and meet each other again.
and yeah, since we graduated from junior high last year, then got separated place, different class, different school, and even different city, but we stay keeping in touch each other through social network such as Facebook. Then when holidays come just like now, we make plan to hangout for having fun together through that site. Hahaha we use it as our communication stuffs.

here these 2 pictures are taken on a hill. and it became our last time gathering with ALL the class members. its so sad when I remembered about that time, its like our farewell party.! I'd like to cry right now, but no no no I will see them (not all, just some of them) tomorrow. We plan to go to Senggigi beach, its our favorite place to have a gathering and make some fun!

~this is our last time gathering with all the class members~

see you tomorrow :)
cant wait for tomorrow to come
being with you all is pleasure
I DO MISS YOU GUYS

Simple Quotes from Me ----ORIGINAL----

Today I have no idea to share about what, Cuz nothings happening ! I just sleep all day long in my holiday, then when I wake up Its already 5 pm. ohh what a holiday! hahahaaa... so theres nothing I could share I wasted my day just by sleep and doing nothing and now I am gonna put some of my quotes right here. But its without any theme, cuz I just make it accidentally, it presented my every mood I ever had... =D

Here they are, My original quotes ::

I love simple things as I can make it to be a great thing, while I find a great thing is hard to be simplified.

Your brain can control your words through your tongue to say a lie. But your brain cannot make your heart to lie about what you feel inside.

Just in case you dont have love and affection to somebody, you'll never know something called "hurt" and how it feels like.

Hows your image through other people perspective, is exactly based on what you tend to show.

You're always there in my every single night. Then in the morning I open my eyes, you're gone, later on I realize it was just a dream.

Trust yourself more than you trust anyone else! They might lie to you and even betray you behind. But YOU cannot lie or betray youself. ~believe it or not, its a fact.~

Which one you'll trust the most : (someone who SAYS that he loves you) OR (someone who SHOWS that he loves you) ?

When we decide daring to our dream, no matter how tough it will, we must be ready for every little risk that may come to our way.

We may suffer for love, but dont give up on it!

Letting you go doesnt mean I dont love you or care about you, I just believe in faith, if you're sent for me you'll be back to me someday

I have my own way of loving you

In that night you told me to dream of you in my sleep. And yeah , since that, you're always there in my dream. I'm getting to love you more

If theres a reason why I keep waiting in this boredom like an idiot, yeah that is YOU.

Whenever I see you there, I cant think, its like you stop the time!!!

Lots a things crowded me in my head! but c ant put it in the form of words.

Your good appearence shows only when you are doing it, it is hidden if you just talk with no act.

Just be who you are, not who I wanted you to be!

I'm available whenever you need me . cuz you treat me the same.

I might not have interested on you at first met, but as time goes on.. you get me interested on you for whom you really are.

Its not about a moon and a star . neither about roses and lilies . its about us.

We might not lose what we had, but we couldnt feel it when we have no passion on it sometimes.


Holiday means free days, no school, no study, no assignment, no test, and no hungover! Everythings about hangout and have fun!

Sometimes I'm getting too much happy, till finally I realize that the love is an undefinitely !

At least just give me a word!!! dont keep quiet just like an alien!!! my temper is on the limit! just u should know...


Which one is better : give up, get hurt and feel the pain for now, OR , move ahead while you dont know whats gonna happen next.., it could be more and more painful?! so.. think about it for sure..?!

There's nobody like you!!! 'Cause you're the only one who could be my life perfection!!!


Wonders if he knows something inside me!

thats just all for now I'll update my quotation again in few days later. so.......... ~THANK YOU~

Me in My View

Jujur.. Ini pertama kalinya aku nulis blog. hehe
blog ku yang sebelumnya itu aku nulisnya udah lama banget dan sempet aku post as note di account Facebook ku, skitar stengah tahun yang lalu...kemarin kemarin aku sengaja copy paste dan aku post disini, iseng aja daripada liat blog ku masih kosong, yaa posting aja laah.. haha lol

Aku memang lebih sering update apa aja yang sedang aku kerjain atau apa aja yang sedang aku rasain lewat social networking semacem Facebook, Myspace, Plurk, Blog ini (I will), dan yang paling sering sih lewat Twitter ku.

Every little thing I did, I'd share it by updating my status.
Its fun enough to have a place where you can say whatever in your thought
no matter what other people will respond it.

Aku suka social networking karena aku orangnya males ngomong panjang lebar (yaa, walaupun aku suka debat, tapi kalo untuk masalah pribadiku sendiri kan ga mungkin aku debatin sama orang-orang, haha lol) , jadi.. aku lebih milih untuk gambarin persaaan ku lewat kata-kata,
misalnya aja kayak sekarang ini aku nulis disini (ntahlah, skarang prasaanku sedang seperti apa, hehe),

atau gak nulis poets, or make some quotes,

atau write it as song and give it a melody from my guitar... dan biasanya,
semua itu aku post mostly ke Facebook and Twitter.

aku susah percaya sama orang lain, so thats why aku paling males cerita soal urusan pribadi aku ke orang lain,
buat aku privacy is an absolute! ga bisa asal share ke orang lain.
privacy is a right. Aku sama sekali ga suka kalo ada orang yang suka ikut campur urusan orang apalagi sampe maksa mau tau urusan orang, rrrrrgghhh~ ngeBT-in banget pastinya.

Whos just like that are JERK!

karena aku tau rasanya punya privasi jadinya aku berusaha ga mau mencampuri urusan orang lain terlalu jauh (kecuali untuk sahabat-sahabat ku yang mau cerita n berbagi ke aku, aku ya udah pasti welcome buat dengerin mereka dan berusaha ngasi solusi juga kalo dibutuhin, =D)

Tapi kadang bingung juga sama diri sendiri
sometime, I feel like I'm living in my own world and its untouchable by anyone else.

Mungkin karena akunya sendiri emang rada tertutup juga orangnyaa..hahaha
Aku lebih banyak cerita ke sahabat ku yang bener-bener paling deket,
tapi... ga semua juga sih aku cerita ke mereka,
as what I told you above,
Aku sering update yang sedang aku alami ke social networking

SO..., for me.....
Social Networking is My best friend.
I share lots of feeling and thoughts over there
Cuz its always there for me in 24 hours
whatever wherever whenever I need
It gives me space to fill my mood into it. hahaaa...

I guess thats all ,
hahahahaaaaaaaa
a lil bit disguisting huh?!
I just write it rigth before I go to bed
YOU MAY THINK I'M A WISHY WASHY
but, its okay... I guess I am
hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :P
NITES..

Pathetic Feeling Over You

you know what,
I'm holding on this feeling over you... I'm still....
even it's so hard for me to go through it,
but no one could ever change this
cause it's really true come out from the deepest of my heart.

I've never been like this before,
this space between us is like a border line to separate you and me.
I cant stop the time. Time's just keep running and it's too fast for me.
It's been a month, but It's like I just knew you in a second yesterday.
And just so I realize nothing's last forever (cause I feel I lose you).

If I could turn back time, I would have never wasted those times. But it's late now.
If I could say what I wanna say, I would have said 'ILY' outloud!!!

But as time goes on, the reality comes right away in front of my eyes. And I have no idea of how to face this truth. The only option I have is to back off of this. I've given up.

My faith leads me to go away from you.
yes, far away from you.

I wanted to know what makes it all turn to be like this?!
but I dont know either, cause none of things could explain me.
It might be from ourselves, both of us made it to be so ( I think )

I know these words doesn't really matter for you, doesnt mean a thing for you...
but I wish you know that it all matters to me anyway...
wish you know it someday.

Dedicated for : B

Those words I wrote its been long time ago, but I still like it, it reminds me that I have ever known you 'B'
~this is just for fun~ lol